I
first attended Holy Cross Church on November 11, 2001.
Although a Christian all my life, I had not attended church on a
regular basis for some time.
On March 26, 200l
I lost my mother not knowing that six months later I would also
loose my dad.
The emptiness I felt was beyond words.
I thought no one could help me, and being in North Carolina,
away from my family in Pennsylvania, was unbearable.
As
I sat in church that first Sunday, a peace came over me that I hadn't felt
in so long.
The friendliness of the people of Holy Cross kept me coming back
week after week.
Pastor John Duncan, with his quick visit to my home, made sure that
this lost sheep would not stray and reinforced my commitment to become a
faithful follower again.
I
became a member of Holy Cross on March 10, 2002. I took part in their
first Alpha course which helped me
learn more about Christianity and the Holy Spirit.
I then became a group leader for the next Alpha
course and served twice on the Alpha prayer
team.
I attended a Bible Study during Lent and soon, a Via
de Cristo weekend. I can truly say I had my walk with God upon that Via
de Cristo mountaintop.
I felt so close to him on that mountain that I hated to come down,
but also knew that there was a lot to accomplish yet in growing in
my faith.
As
I now reflect on my past, I can say you probably could have called me a
"champion worrier" who was always questioning why things
happened.
I now
know that things happen in life for a reason and this is the way we
grow in faith.
I know that through the trials of life our Heavenly Father is with
me and I am not alone.
I try not to question, but ask myself, "what am I to learn
from this?"
It took me many years to learn this and turn my life over to my
Lord.
You can ask my family…
they say I have changed from the frantic person who would panic
over the ups and downs of daily life to someone who now lives life knowing
she is never really alone.
You see, faith and the necessity of turning everything over to our
Father is the lesson that I have learned.
I am so blessed.